I swear we were infinite..

i thought i’d put my 2 cents in with the whole btr/1d controversy on tour.

look, i have nothing against 1d, i like their stuff. and i like the boys themselves. 

ultimately the thing that pisses me off the most is that i won’t be able to see my favorite band because of other fans who go to the concert for the wrong reason. yeah, it’s amazing that 1d got this gig, but for another.. 1d fans are taking a concert away from btr fans. i tried so many ways to win tickets for this tour. and nothing is working. it’s just unfair. i know i’m sounding bitter about this situation but i can’t help it. big time rush means the world to me right now and there’s nothing else i want to do than to see them live on this tour. the fact that 1d fans have the audacity to join btr’s fan club just to get tickets drives me crazy. 

why can’t they wait for 1d to go on their own headlining tour? i’m sure they’ll have one soon enough. it just annoys me that i sit here hopelessly, waiting for a miracle to happen. even my best friends know how much this means to me and tries. 

i don’t even have to meet them. all i want is to have seats to one of their shows. why is that so hard for me to obtain? i honestly never wanted anything so bad before. 

i’m convinced that the universe does not want me at this concert. i guess it might be a good thing because i am going to die a slow and painful death at this show.